Struggling. 

I feel as if the world around me is continuously in fast forward. I am convinced that in my reality, time stands still for moments and fast forwards for others. Depression has this way of making me feel disassociated. It has this way of making me feel nothing and then everything at the same time. I sometimes wonder if people look at me and realize I am struggling. Is it something obvious? Everyone around me seems to be able to move forward… move on… continue to grow. How? How does their time continue to just effortlessly keep going?